WeiWen's blog

2006-12-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

Finally find time to update my blog... 3 months nv update.. I think no one will remember my blog after not updating for so damn long.. ^^,

One good news to all.. I passed my driving test and there goes my money too.. haix =(..

I have been sick lately..Dunno y this attachment seemed to make me sick very often. Maybe is the desk's feng shui not good? Flu, headache and cough keep attacking me. For the past few weeks, I have been coughing like hell.. 2 weeks of coughing that almost cough my lungs out.. Now come flu and headache.. Within 8 weeks, I already took 3 MC le.. omg..
Maybe is stress bah.. =( Hopefully no more flu and headache..

Yest finally have the chance to drive my dad's car out for a ride.. try how to park in the multi carpark etc.. a lot of things to learn.. must learn to be a good and careful driver... ^^

2006-09-01T14:35:00.000+08:00

celebration time after all the exams have ended...

finally... nightmare ended...

Last night, we walked TM and century square the whole 4 hrs without knowing where to go after WSAD paper.. finally decided to play pool at Tampines at around 9 plus.. =X

i was extremely tired after 2 papers ended.. opsy which was on wed and wsad paper on the thurs.. i din study wsad on wed night.. all i did was to study for 5hrs before the exam start. wat a joke.. hopefully i won't get supp paper for wsad...

i wasn't in the mood to celebrate anything... tired plus other factors too...

think through a lot in the bus after pooling session with tommy n his friends...

some of the things that happened within this semester...

are we just able to be friend only? no more than that..?

i dunno what u are thinking... can u tell me how you think?

i guess u noe wat i am toking abt...

2006-08-24T10:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to u, Hui Xin aka da xin xin....
haha....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Exams start tomorrow... ECSA, OPSY and WSAD... 3 papers for this semester...
Now still no mood to study where exam is just tomorrow...
hen fan ar....
only managed to slp in the morning ard 5 plus.. my brain is fully occupied by many thoughts.. too many till can't slp..
tonight die die have to find back the mood to study... or else tml i will go into the exam room with empty brain.. lol...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
no matter wad decision u have made... i just hope u will be happy... that is all i wish...
stay happy always...
^^piglet^^

2006-08-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

yest was the last day of major project. MP lab was officially closed yesterday 9pm. No one is allowed to go in except for evaluation day. Finally, no more coding work to do. However, there is documentation to do which due on 21th August, monday 9am. sian...

so sian... 2 and 1/2 yrs has passed.. so fast.. now in yr3. If everything goes smoothly, then next semester will be SIP.

within this 5 sems, i knew a lot of good friends. Class C079 , plus some of the friends which i knew in this few sems.. not forgeting my 2 buddies, calvin n tommy. I always went student lounge with them to play pool during our break time. To think back, school is quite fun except for those assignments la.. haha.. always like to bully michie aka seashell, hui xin aka da xin xin, xiao pei and jasmine kee aka (chicken little, jk, sweety pie, fruity pie, a lot of nick names.. not forgeting her piglet nick...) hhaha... Without them, school will be boring... thanks them lot.. =). Whenever i need help for coding, they will be the one i will turn to. heeehee....
Hope we will still contact each other even though there is no more lessons in school le...

To think who i will miss the most.. i think those who are close to me should know the answer especially calvin n tommy... hhaa... think too much... =(
i will nv forget her.. coz she is the one i care the most...

To think that i will not be able to see her that often le.. ^sad.^.
To think that school end so fast.. ^sad^...
SAD nehMo...

2006-08-09T06:06:00.000+08:00

29th July:
1.sentosa trip
2.watched movie "Dragon Tiger Gate".
such a nice show to watch even though it was a bit "kua zhang".
took the night rider, reached home around 3plus in the morning..
------------------------
4th August:
WSAD assignment due date... doing the coding can kill.. need to integrate plus debug... do till the last min then handed in the assignment. my partner did not do his part for this WSAD assignment, thus i will be penalized for the group component which is 15 % out of 35%. That was a lot man.. shit lor...

OPSY lab test was kinda hard too.. dunno will pass not.. hope everything just go smoothly...

Comskill presentation also landed on the same day.. 3 things due on the same day.. so swayed...
not prepared for the presentation so i just read from the slides... i dun think i will score well for the presentation.. haish... =(

went to Ang Mo Kio CC to watch BBall match.. calvin n my secondary friend are in the same team.. so i went down to support them.. but their team didn't win.
after the Bball match, we went Cathay to watch Tokyo Drift. The cars were very nice... How i wish i own those cars.. haha... *in my dream bah*
------------------------
8th August:
went to see firework with tommy, Aifang and her bf(Kenneth). The firework were nice.. but i still preferred last year firework.
How i wish i could watch the firework with "you".
"you should know who you are..."
Even though we watched the firework at the same time, but the location was so far apart.. =(
if still gt chance, will u watch with me? i guess is no bah.. i think too much le... u will nv give that chance.. so sad.. =(
clubbing at liquid room was totally bored coz it was trance and not R n B.. so sian... wasted the 20 bucks there..
**...slping time...** yawning**

2006-07-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

I passed my Final Theory Test (FTT) today.
so happy...
11 Oct shall be my practical test..
work hard to get my driving licence...
one more step to my goal.
I must jiayou...
jia you, jia you and jia you...
Hope everything just goes smoothly for me...

going Sentosa tomorrow..
whooo... =)
After that will be movie time... [Dragon Tiger Gate]
tml gt free movie treat by Tommy...
hahahaha...
^[Happy mood]^

2006-07-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

Ioday shall be a slpless night for me. I still have lot of coding to finish.
wat the hell...
headache...
Hopefully I can finish it by tonight or latest before my major project meeting.
I hate coding... arrrhhhh.... =(
no longer fun...
another 4 more weeks and I will be free from all the assignments...
after submission of major project, it will be exam time..
hohoho...
Holiday is coming...
Endure... endure... endure...
this semester is finishing soon...
=)
back to coding time...
!@#$%^&*()!@##$%^&

2006-07-23T13:02:00.000+08:00

Jus finished my driving lesson 1 hr ago.. quite fun la..
next week shall be my final theory test le..
Excited and Worried...
haha...

Exam timetable is out le.. omg.. left ard 4 weeks.. plus assignment deadlines...
scary...

2 movies that i comfirm want to watch...
1. long hu meng on 28 july
2. Tokyo drift on 3 Aug
anyone wan to watch with me? hahahaha... :P

eye checkup tml... plus ecsa presentation also tml.. hopefully dun clash...
sian...
dunno wad problem with my eye...
irritating...
arrrhhhhhh......

2006-07-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, have the mood to blog...
so damn tired for the last 2 weeks
doing assignments... Chatting... MSNing....
like walking zombie...
1st time slp in the MP lab..
tired till cannot take it...
not enough slp...

today finally handed in ECSA PBL2..
1 down but still gt a lot ahead to do.
Comskill, wsad assignment, opsy presentation, ecsa presentation, Major project
cool.. still gt so many
next week MP meeting, my supervisor want to see the whole thing le...
cham..
dunno how...
haish...
pray to god... :)

tml going to gym.. stopped since term 2 started...
so lazy....
everybody is saying me very lazy...
i guess so...
looking forward to Friday, Saturday and Sunday...
this is the time i can rest...

Driving session tml.. can drive on the road.. waited for 1 week le..
Another 2 weeks is my final theory test (FTT)..
Pass this and i can book my driving test..
hope to get the driving license fast...

2006-06-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

tml sch start again.. no more holiday break le...
How i wish the holiday is forever!
so tired...
all i wan is to slp n stay in my wonderland of mine...
so many things to do yet now i have limited time left...
haish..
so sian till dun wan to do anything...
MY BRAIN IS INFECTED BY viruses...
viruses that will affect my mood drastically...
When will my brain be virus-free??
nv to wake up is the solution....maybe...
i can't take it anymore...

enough of crapping...
back to coding n researching...

2006-06-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

today i am tired and worried...

tired coz not enough slp

worried coz 2 of my close friends are sick..

both of them gt fever...

Pls get well soon...

should have sent her home...

worried for her...

see her still alright when going home

but now her sickness worsen...

fever n flu..

jus hope she will be alright soon...

the weather is kinda bad recently...

To all my friends:

Pls take care, dun get sick...

2006-06-18T15:04:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a good day except for the hot weather...

No scolding..

haha...

went quite smoothly on the road...

getting more n more stable with the car...

jus hope every driving lesson can go smoothly...

2006-06-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

Every words or action from you affects my mood.
It can either brighten my day or spoil my day..
Perhaps I do care too much for you...
The more I care, the more I got hurt...
Take it for friday night, you suddenly pissed with me.
I dun even know why you were so pissed.
You are the most I care for
But it seemed like I always get hurt...
I knew your post in the blog was shooting me...
Just that you dun wan to sae..
For the whole of yesterday, I don't know what I was doing..
mood dampened to the bottom..
keep getting scolding from the driving instructor for not doing this and that on the road..
simply just cannot concentrate fully on the road..
When going out... my mind kept thinking of you...
It seemed like you already have a permanent position in my brain memory...
I shall stop here...
Going for my driving lesson.
No more scolding from the driving instructor today...

2006-06-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

The angel is gone..

here comes the devil...

no longer be the same as before...

Once devil cried, it will be unforgiven...

For now, my heart has died...

when will it come alive, that will depend...

only when the time comes then the answer will be known...

no longer pin any hopes for those things that is unlikely to happen...

the more i hope, the more it hurts...

hurt is too much...

u are powerful to hurt me tat much...

how i wish not to like u...

can i...

or...

can't...

2006-06-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

back to driving lessons..

driving is so fun..

today was the 2nd lesson.. went to ubi there to drive..

those idiots on the road keep honking like no ppl business.. fuk shit lor...

the road limit is 50km/hr.. can't expect me to drive more than that right..

somemore i am learning lor.wtf...

the trainers all quite friendly.. nice... haha ^^.

tml gt another lesson again.. i have booked 9 sessions le.. going to chiong all the sessions in one go..

mood wasn't that good after something happened. haix.. wat can i do to make myself happier.. each day past but my mood still the same.. Hoping to see her everyday... :( hard to forget the feeling... everytime i think of it, it hurts me more... i dun care.. i just like her..

Driving is the time where i can forget all the unhappiness coz i have to concentrate on the road. But, after that, mood changed again.. haix...

2006-06-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

Do you noe u matter a lot to me?

sometimes i rather become an ordinary friend of urs n dun care so much

i noe i can't.

whenever i wanted to.. my heart will follow the other way..

when u are sad or angry, no matter where am i, i will stop down n lend a listening ear to u.

going out wit u is like hide n seek..

u will have to keep turning yr head around to see

can't we go out as per normal.. just like friends..

i feel very odd but u dun seem to care abt my feeling.

i noe u are scared to let him see us

but we din do anything wat..rite?

wat to be scare of?

com'on can't u just tell him the truth at least u wun have to go out so secretly.

if he doesn't wan u to go then dun go lor...

u tell me u r sensitive but i dun seem to see it in u..

sensitive to wat ppl sae abt u but not to others?

other ppl also have feeling too..

u might have hurt someone without u noticing..

i noe u are hurt by wat ppl sae abt u

i am sry if i happen to hurt u..

i din do it purposely..

i noe u dun trust ppl easily..

i dun blame u...

2006-06-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

Jus now u asked me what happen to me, i din tell u the truth..
coz i dunno how to tell u...

for no reason n we are quarreling...
sry for making u so mad just now...

at first i dunno u are attached and i gradually have feeling for u...
But when u told mi that u are attached.. kinda stunned...
If i noe u are attached, i wun let myself to like u and make myself so sad..
when u told me that u not feeling well, i will start to worry for u..
when u happy, i happy...
when u sad, i hope i am the one u will confide to.
However, this feeling for u shall come to an end
or else i might lose u as a friend..
I know i shouldn't carry on to like u but i need time to change back...
I know u will be reading this...

PLS tell me how you feel so i can know what i should do next..

This shall be the last post regarding such issue...
so miserable state...
I really dun wan to drift apart from u as a friend..
but dunno y it just came out to be like this...

I really hope i could be numbed...

2006-06-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

I am numbed.

totally dun wan to think of anything right now...

my numb days have come back..

welcome back...

<"back to my training plan">

2006-06-05T14:58:00.000+08:00

1 paper gone.. left 2 more to go..

ECSA tml and WSAD on Wednesday

Luckily today's paper was easy...

this morning i did the revision again n again

I thought there will be more theory part but came out only a bit...

sian.. memorised so hard yet nv come out...

I have promised myself to score well for this subject this yr..

totally no mood to smile...

Dunno yYyyyYyyYy....

blasting my mp3 player to the max volume...

dunno what to study for ECSA sia...

pray hard tml paper is easy...

Good Luck to all my friends...

2006-06-04T10:32:00.000+08:00

Yest nite wasn't a good nite slp..

A lot of things jus wondered in my mind..

I finally told her the words that I wanted to say..

I jus came at the wrong time?

haix..

Will there be mission possible or mission impossible?

Am i thinking too far out?

Is waiting a solution?

Will there be an answer to all those questions that is in my mind right now????

Hope so...

Let fate decide where I should go bah...

Thank god that I know u...

you bring laughter into my life..

Hope our friendship will still be the same as before no matter what happens...

How I wish I can study Interior Designing...

I like D n T...

maybe my interest is on designing houses n websites...

but...

my O level points is not enough to study that course

regretted for not studying hard.

life is full of regrets...

haish..

Mood for today :

SAD

2006-05-27T08:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was CCN day at TP.

boothes were located at all the 4 differnt schools and concourse level.

However, i din go and see all the boothes due to overcrowding people.

watched Da VinCi code movie at Century Square yesterday with lingling and Tommy.

The show was not bad but the price of the ticket was.... """.

me just ended the 7hrs plus cycling trip.

At first got 4 ppl comfirm going, but in the end only 3 turned up.

The trip started at ard 1.oo am and ended at 8.30am.

started from my home to Sentosa..

not a easy trip though...

back to sleep...

so tired...

2006-05-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

today I was super super irritated...

irritated with someone who took my things without permission..

took le still nv return...

so fuk...

less than 5 minutes and he can forget about it

wtf...

totally really not my day...

so long nv angry till like tat...

blood boiled...

I had told him not to take my bag...

i know his intention is good

but

............

i did thank him anyway...

when i asked my friend to call him, he was like crazy...

"where are u ar? i can't find you leh!!"

"I put yr bag at yr MP lab!!"

he nv sae nicely lor

si bei tu lan...

when i went back to the lab, i nv see my bag plus

i dunno hu took it, of coz will worry de wat...

fuk lor...

arrrrrhhhhhhh

~~""""

2006-05-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

Friday Comskill 4 draft report due. I haven't do research on it yet. So tired to do it. Feel like sleeping. Plus Friday have to hand in project deliverable for major project.

hoooOOOOoo..

siao liao...

8 things to hand in

VOPC, sequence diagram, use case diagram, domain model, SRS, Entity Relationship Model, prototype, database design

Is this crazy?

haha...

manageable since it is group work

if do alone...

sure tou da da...(headache)

There is more to come...

Today, my major project meeting went so peacefully unlike the few meetings.

very weird...

not use to it..

I feel no teamwork from Soon aik...

no problem working with the girls...

Bad leader of me...

haix...

Next MP meeting, I am going to make him participate as a group.

PLS DUN PLAY ISOLATION

For the past meetings, he have been listening to his MP3 and doing his own things.

very hard to communicate with him like this

I have to call him a lot of times before he even noticed that I was calling him.

where gt ppl go meeting with their earpiece on their ears de.

simply have no respect for everyone in the group

I think he simply dun know anything about meeting etiquette.

Xiao pei was rather pissed with him almost every meeting..

especially when he gave comments...

I admited that I did piss off at one of the meetings.

Can u imagine to debate on a simple thing that lasted for more than 2 hrs?

I was so pissed that I dun want to give any more comments.

I dun see such problem on other groups..

sometimes i really dunno what he wants..

Maybe is wrong frequency...

that's wat everyone that I know is telling me

He is at his own world...

However, when not doing Major project, he is alright with me.

That day when I heard him mentioning about his family things, I feel sorry for him.

I hope my project group will have more teamwork.

that's wat i hope lah...

~~~~~

Term test timetable is released le..

so fast..

now only week 5 and test is around the corner

5th June

Operating System

6th June

ECSA

7th June

WSAD

have to study hard hard le...

This is supposed to be the last chance to incease my GPA.

no more chances after this semester...

jia you!! jia you!! jia you!!

Tml is Michelle's Birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U !!!! michie

2006-05-19T06:05:00.000+08:00

Friday finally come..

yeah!!!!

RESTING TIME!!!

this week seemed to be the beginning of stress...

now jus week4

still have 13 weeks to go...

Today ECSA's problem package 1 due...

finally handed in le..

so many research to do for the past few days..

sian =(

many slpless nites...

finally can relax a bit

BUT

Problem package 2 is issued out le..

another big headache..

haix... :(

OPSY assignment

Comskill 4 proposal report

Major project

whooooooo..... =)

many slpless nites have yet to come..

good luck...

2006-05-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

so fast wk 4 of the sem le...

everyday do the same old thing till so sian

wake up, study,eat then slp again...

fuk up life...

haven do research on ecsa and my major project...

damn slack... :(

it's time to wake up...

or else sure die for this sem...

slept the whole afternoon without doing anything...

amazing...

should have spent the time doing research on my ecsa

^cham...^

tml mrs fang wanna see it during the ecsa tutorial n lab

again 4 hrs break tml...

hate mon...

back to work...

2006-05-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

~~Happy birthday to ME~~

20 yrs old le...

haha

thanks those who remembered my birthday...

received 1 goofy t-shirt from my poly classmates

thanks to Amelia, Azfar, Michie, Hui Xin and Eugenia

i like it..

I would like to thanks those who sent me SMSes on my birthday

not forgeting Jasmine Kee aka chicken little...

thanks ya for yr birthday wishes

and

let me bully u...

haha...

only for today nia..

haish.. :(

this year birthday is rather lonely.. dunno y?

jus got this feeling..

luckily gt all my friends accompanied me...

birthday celebration with my 2 close friends at Pavillion to play pool.

very weird..

but

it's still fun anyway..

thank u.. Calvin n Tommy...

Headed home after pooling with them

dinner celebration with my parents

so long nv celebrate my bday with them..

feeling bad...

should have spent more time with them.

contented... ^^

~~~~~~~~~~~~

haven't been updating my blog often..

a lot of complains especially from michie n Jas kiki

haha ^^

lazy plus so many things to do..

where gt time sia..

@^^,@

~~~~~~~~~~~~

This semester will be the most tiring sem compared to the past few sems

coz of

MAJOR PROJECT

a lot of things that have yet to finished

cham...

sian...

~~~~~~~~~~~~

back to do my Major project things...

tired...tired...tired..

hope Saturday quickly come so I can rest

2006-04-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

headache... headache... headache...

gt my Major Project gping le..
but my gp haven't decide wat to do yet..
have to hand in the draft n the project title by friday, 10am.

timetable will be out 2morrow...

sch start next wk...

*SIAN*

still in the holiday mood... !!!

2006-04-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

this few days were terribly bored... nth much to do except eat, slp, tv and go out. too lazy to do any other things.. play maple also played till sian le lor.. every day comfirm watch da chang jin on channel U. such a nice show to watch that i won't want to miss any episode.. :p
mon mi went to storm for hair treatment.. at first the cost of the treatment was quite ok, but then the hair stylist intro the saloon shampoo(syoss) and moist treatment conditioner.. the whole thing cost was wah... jaw wide open... both the shampoo and conditioner cost 28 bucks each... :0 (
went to topman on wed to buy clothes for the new sem.. i bought 1 shirt and 1 t-shirt.. i forgot to see the price of that shirt.. i have learnt a lesson.. must see the price tag before buying.. when the cashier scanned the price tag of that shirt, i was like "wah... so expensive...!!!" heng my cousin works there so gt discount if not the 2 items cost 102 bucks.. faint... $*.*$ After shopping, me and tommy went to Calvin's friend chalet at downtown east.. but that day rain so heavily, i doubt they can do their bbq.. but we went home quite early coz calvin went dating with his gf and left us there.. dot dot dot...
hohoho.. tml is clubbing nite.. going to ministry of sound with buddies.. jus hope tml will be a fun day.. :)

2006-03-31T10:29:00.000+08:00

so happy... I passed my CSAD supp paper.. no more worry le.. =p

hahahahahahahaha....... I still gt my gpa increase a bit.. very heng...

2006-03-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

too lazy to update my blog.. finally changed my blog skin..haha.. this one not bad right... ^^

nothing to update also.. eat, slp, TV and play maple story.. very sian.. :(

everyday rent VCD to kill time.. hahaha...

2006-03-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

i was told by my FYP group mate that he wan to split the gp coz the group is not his best choice. he gt another better gp to join so he hop. Then this gp will like as if being disbanded.. 5 more days to the deadline for proposal n this thing happens.. put me in the state where i can't go any where.. i regreted trusting him so much that he wun change his mind at this critical point of time. i was wrong.. terribly wrong... words without black and white cannot be trusted 100%. now i am without a group for the Final year project.. what to do.. i can onli sit down and wait for the FYP coordinator to put me in a random gp which i may not know the ppl there. what to do.. i can't scold him.. coz we hav been buddy for 4 sem. if i did, it wun be nice.. i have come to a conclusion.. never trust 100%, coz there might be a percentage that he will not fulfil his promise. learn to have back up plan where problems occurs so at least u noe what to do next.. talk is cheap.. nv to believe again... lastly, i want to sae to him... "THANK YOU for the decision made that make me learn a wonderful lesson!! thanks a lot....!!!"

2006-02-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

I was so tired today after a long hour work at Fedex gateway. look at the com and numbers for 6 hrs for both days. waited for the com to load one page is damn long.. almost fell aslp.. heng today gt another friend accompany for this work. He din bring his IC yesterday so he was not allow to go in to the gateway there. work there alone till 9pm yesterday.. smsing chicken little while waiting for the page to load.. haha.. wasting her sms..
going to the gateway there to work is troublesome. have to change pass.. then at the end of the work have to return. good thing is that i am able to take cab home after work.
hoping to finish the work quickly n i wun wan to work there le.. no more i hope.... so damn tired... :(
toking to 'her' is wat i am keening of everyday but i dun have the courage to tell... hoping that the day will come when i am ready to say it out.

2006-02-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

Exams finally over le.. now on holiday..

Mon start work at Fedex cargo there till 9 march. :(

Today is my first driving lesson. not bad... nv know driving can be so fun.. haha.. excited for the next driving lesson. but then it onli last for 1hr plus.. :)

2006-02-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

I am sick again..
"flu has come to me!"
for the past few semesters, all like that..
haish..
how to study when i keep running nose...
irriating ar...
:(

2006-02-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

Exam is around the corner le.. "21st Feb to 23rd Feb"
21st Feb
Software Engineering (SWEN)

22nd Feb
Web Application Technology (WBAT)

23rd Feb
Client Server Application Development (CSAD)

haish... have to study le.. :)

"Good luck to all my friends for the EXAM!"

2006-02-14T20:00:00.000+08:00

finally, all assignments, evaluations and presentations are over. Today have my WBAT evaluation. waited 1hr plus just for the evaluation.

went TM to watch xiao hai bu ben 2 with my group of girls in my class.. they saw the movie till cry.. hahaha... michelle is one of them wor.. haha opp... mich gonna beat me...

went to Century Sq with Calvin to cut hair.. waited 20mins outside Storm saloon coz he dunno he wan to cut not.. but in the end, we still went in. hohohoho... me short hair le wor... no need to style hair le..

2006-01-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

went to cut hair yest at compasspoint. I think becoz of the CNY coming soon, all saloons increased their price. so expensive to cut hair at saloon during festival season. went to SuperCut and they told me 33.50. i was like thinking"Oh my god, so expensive".. and the other saloon price 28 bucks. In the end, i went to 10 min cut for 10 bucks.. reasonable and fast.. not bad...

comskill , wbat, BBFIN all this coming wk hand in.
comskill report due mon. wbat is the linkage of everything. BBFIN also report.. 3 things to hand in on wk12 which the coming wk.
haish.. wat to do first...? so lazy and slack..

2006-01-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

so tired today... :( heng today BBFIN quiz is easy. i din study for the theory part but the calculation i noe how to do.. whoooooo... :)

after bbfin tutorial, i straight away go piang my SWEN assignment. today hand in sia. gt quiz and assignment due. so busy with my school work. Today TP open house.. so many ppl come.. but i was in the lab doing my assignment..

today i finally get to see my AOCP. He told me that i am most likely to be assign with the Final Year project BUT i will have to stay back for another sem just for the ELECTIVE.. oh my god... :( that means my graduation day will be pull backward.. My NS also... cham.. but so relieved to hear that i am still able to get my FYP. so worried last night..

accompany calvin to cut hair. in end, he dun wan to cut after second thought. We ended up at Pavillion to play pool.. hooo.. we played so many games and it cost 13 bucks onli. :)

2006-01-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

me wasn't in a good mood today.
It was after the announcement of the FYP project
Those who failed 1 subject or more, the timetable will be different from others.
By failing 1 subject, this caused me to have no group for FYP.
I become a risk to other if they grouped with me for this FYP project.
If I grouped with other, they will have a certain amount of risk of lacking with one member.
How am i going to have a group for my FYP project...??
HOw? hOW? HoW?
This thing keep repeating in my mind...
I also dunno HOW?
Am i going to stay back for 1 semester because I failed 1 core subject(OPSY)???
I kept calling my AOCP(care person), but to no avail.
He wasn't around when I need advice from him...

I knew that my face was rather black today.
Sry to ppl that I scolded..
words just came out of my mouth just like that..
my words were extremely rude to you..
i apologise..
Those words from u just made me say out those unpleasant "WORDS"..

Hopefully, I will be able to find my AOCP by tml. . .
I was rather lost right now..
No one can give me an answer which I need RIGHT NOW!!!!
WHAT if the ANSWER Is a negative feedback.. ?
That means that I will have to delay my graduation day...
Oh My God !!!!!!
waste time and money on the school fee...

tml is my Software Engineering Assignment 1 and 2 due date..
plus Basic Business Finance Quiz which contains 8% of the coursework.
Haven Even study yet...
No mood to do anything else except slping...
but i have force myself to study..
I wan to score for that 8%.
For the Common test and quiz 1, i scored A for both.
hopefully I will score the same for quiz 2.

I am out of words to express my emotions right now..
worried.. lost..
what else can i sae?

2006-01-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

Wat a Sunday, slacked at home doing nth but watching vcds (The son of the mask n shutter) with my dad. so sian.. I know that I have a lot of assignments to do but just that I dun have mood to do it right now. This wk is already the 10th wk in sch. Assignment due date is coming very near. scary sia... :( there is at least 1 assignment due every wk. After wk14, it is the study wk. Then wk 16 is main exam.. time past so fast..

-wk11-

SWEN assignment 1 and 2 (wed)

SWEN lab test

BBFIN quiz 2 (19 jan, thur)

-wk12-

FOM 2nd test (24 jan, tue)

BBFIN assignment 2 (23 jan, mon)

Comskill3 report (23 jan, mon)

-wk13-
CSAD assignment 2

-wk14-
FOM assignment 1 and 2 (6 feb, mon)

WBAT assignment

2006-01-01T07:47:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all my friends!! Wish u all the best in this year 2006!!

i lost my voice last night. at first is sore throat, then now is totally speechless. Now i can understand how bad is it when one can't talk. my friends kept targeting on my voice. wth... :( ltr probably have to see doctor again.. i wan to talk...

last night, i went to sentosa to countdown..a lot of ppl there but i was pretty disappointed abt the fireworks part.. not as exciting as the last time i saw the firework in August. i still managed to take a few pictures and a video clip of the fireworks. after the second firework end, me left sentosa for supper with my friends. reached home ard 7.15 this morning. Actually we took cab home, instead of heading home, we went to play pool. first time so early play pool.

2005-12-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

sick again.. so sian.. :( last night i can't slp well due to terrible sore throat. It was untolerable. i woke up ard 5 plus to go 7-11 and buy strepsils. after eating strepsil, the throat was much better. I went to see doctor and he told me that it was throat infection. wah.. the medicine cost me 32 bucks.haish. :(

i can't wait till tml to come.. going sentosa to countdown. i guess it will be interesting and exciting. gonna take down beautiful pictures of the firework tml.

2005-12-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

23/12/05

whoooOOoo.. term test finally over.. can relax a bit le. me haven't been resting well for the past few days. chionging csad assignment can die man. haish.. Phase 1 of the assignment over le, BUT still gt Phase 2. OMG... :( *sob*

24/12/05

Me went to pub to celebrate christmas with leong ping and jun yuan. This christmas was totally differnt from the past. we opened a bottle of martell which cost $168 and we drank till drunk. haha... very high sia.. heehee.. we left the pub ard 3 plus in the morning. my friend vomitted 3 -4 times. haha.. In the end, i have to send him home before i headed home to slp.

26/12/05

very tired after work.. no energy to do other things except slping.. work from 12 - 6pm. this job required a lot of concentration. i need to sort the names out.. easy but tiring job. the boss very good.. buy us lunch.. not bossy..

today work was damn hiong.. 2 D/O was mixed up. in the end , i have to separate both D/O out. my whole back ache coz i sat on the chair for hours without resting. feeling sick and tired after work.. the whole body like burning plus terrible headache.. i was so tired that i dun wan to do anything except slping then my mum kept bugging me to bath and eat dinner. i shouted at her.. All i want was to slp and nth else. i knew my attitute was terrible, but i was not feeling well mah.. i look at my phone list, i wan to chat but dunno hu to contact.. i then realised that my friends are limited.. those that can share troubles... i sms "her" but she wasn't free.. i dun think me and her can go any further than jus a friend..i have a strong feeling tat she only want a normal friendship with me. perhaps i have to learn to forget her bah...

2005-11-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

1 month plus nv update blog le.. holiday ended so fast.. din have the time to play. everyday work, watch tv programme and slp. same rountine for the whole holiday.

gt my timetable le.. gt many ppl same class with me. so heng sia.. the timetable not so packed this time. phew..

the 4th day of sch and i am sick now.. the air con la, so cold..haish.. tonight me better rest early, or else tml csad lab sure no mood to attend. Hope i will get better by tml.

2005-09-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

Finally gt a job with consistent working hours, 5 1/2 day work, 8 hrs a day plus OT. working as a picking in Fedex warehouse.. quite a easy job to do.. The people there are very friendly and approachable. kinda like that working environment rather than standing in the hot sun and work. It is an air-conditioned workplace. the 1st day, I was attached to a trainer name Alex, a friendly guy. Those part-timers all were attached to one and familiarise the place eg.where the stock is placed etc.

sian sia.. today I am on MC. MC == no $$. I kana flu, cough and headache sia. Ltr have to see a doctor and get MC. Heard from calvin that the supervisor not happy with me for being sick on the second day. wth... -_-" I also dun want to be sick de mah.. she thinks sick very fun meh.. fark to her lar.. Hope I will get well soon and able to work by tml.

5 oct is my OPSY supp paper le..left with 5 days before the paper come. so fast sia.. this 2 days I reach home ard 10, tired and slpy.. where gt time to study sia.. dunno how sia.. cham.. reach home ard 10 and the next morning have to work at 9am. not enough of slp... :(

2005-09-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

The whole day slacking at home and rot. chionging maple story for the whole morning. so sian sia.. dunno wat to do except playing maple.. Then in the evening time, i went to meet calvin at PS. He was going there de precious thot to apply for job. i was late again.. haha.. become ci dao da wang.. :) after that, i went to lido with jun yuan to watch movie. so long nv watch le ever since the ticket price rose. so damn ex sia.. $9.50. I was like wow.. nearly 10 bucks. The movie that we watched was quite worth it. The title of the movie is called "Cinderella Man". worth watching it again.. after that, we ran from lido to the orchard MRT station to catch the last train. so funny sia.. imagine running at orchard.. heng we ran or else have to take cab home le.. even though we managed to take the last train, there was no last bus for us. In the end, we walked home from yio chu kang MRT station back home. It was damn far. we walked and chat all the way.. so many things to tok.. hehe.. toking abt the past, wat have we been doing for the past 1 yr plus.. toking abt our training days, how hiong the training was etc.. In the end, i reached home at ard 1pm. tired and exhausted...

2005-09-16T08:45:00.000+08:00

Exam finally over on the 8 sept. This sem kana 4 papers for the main exam. kinda luckly le, coz other course, some gt more than 4 lor. =p i think this sem sure kana 1 supp paper de, coz i din really put the effort on that paper(OPSY)==> operating system. haish... bo bian la..

holiday le wor.. so happy.. finally can rest le. waiting for the class chalet to come on the 14th sep(3 days 2 nights). this is the 3rd time my poly class organised chalet le. The 1st one was kinda "okie". That time almost everyone was present at the chalet. the 2nd time was the worst de. not many ppl come lor. very sian de.. me end up calling my friend to chat.

Day 1 of the chalet:
i meet azfar and calvin at tampines library dan head towards aloha loyang chalet. coz we were cycling to the chalet. i took cab to meet them coz the old tampines road is kinda dangerous to cycle. i end up spent $7.40. :( so expensive... *sob* after that, we went to tampines blk 201 there to hav our lunch. azfar's face look pale like going to faint any moment so he took cab to the chalet. He said the none of the cab driver wan to take him coz he gt bike with him.
after check-in, we waited for the rest to come. the waiting time was the most sian de coz nth to do mah.. there was beer, drinks, but little food. at first they planned to have steamboat on day1 then bbq on day2. coz of low budget, we ended up hav having bbq. quite pathetic compare to other bungalow chalet. they were making a lot of noise but our was like dead people. they bought a cake for amelia to celebrate her b'Day. she was so pai seh.. face red red.. after a while, amelia went home with her dad. the chalet was kinda sian and nth to do except playing poker card and tv. as usual we play poker and the loser hav to drink tiger beer. before i joined in the game, i already opened up one bottle of tiger and drank it myself le. hehe... even though it tasted awful but i dun care.. they sae i face red red... when i went to toilet and see it myself... oh my god.. y my face so red sia.. i was kinda shocked to see my red face.. after the game, we went to pavillion by bike.. it's 2 person on each bike.. huixin on my bike and eugenia on calvin's bike. on the way, huixin screamed and shouted when i cycle fast.. i think she was kinda worried bah.. she thought i was drunk and not confident with my cycling skill. haha.. i wasn't used to cycle with another person on my bike. i wasn't drunk at that moment lor. still quite awake lor.. humph... :(. went for pooling session with calvin at pavillion. after that, they took cab bac to chatet while we cycled. Guess hu is faster...? of coz is us lah.. we went full speed mah.. hehe.. :) after resting a while, they started playing poker again. it was already 3+ or 4+ le. they decided to rest and we chose our room. in fact, me and calvin took room 4, jiafuu room1 and huixin and eugenia room3. azfar have no room and he dun realli dared to slp alone. we let him to share the room with us. actually, we were not slpy at tat time and we cycle out again. for the whole day, we hav been cycling here and there.. luckily we gt our bike or else we hav to rent. the rental of the bike was rather expensive lor.. we ended up cycling to 201 again to eat carrot cake for breakfast.. :) for the chalet to tampines. we cycle the same route for some many time until sian. but cycling was the most fun part of the chalet. i rather cycle than stay in the chalet and stared at one another.

day2 of the chalet:
after the breakfast, both of us batt down.. slp till 11+.. michelle came to the chalet.. me, calvin, huixin, eugenia and michelle the 5 of us cycled to white sands to hav lunch.. but in the end onli me and calvin ate. funny right... cycle all the way and onli the 2 of us ate.. not bad larh.. gt ppl acc us to eat.. hehe... the same old problem came again.. money issue again.... so sian sia.. every chalet like that one.. predictable.. wei jie was giving suggestions on how to open a chalet.. and the unreasonable jia fuu just indirectly shoot him and talking very loud.. wah kaoz.... talk loudly == win meh.. ??? wtf.. i shouted back in hokkien "dun talk until so loud lah!" he was kinda beh song and walked off to the bbq pit and said something.. it was so soft and i din hear what he was saying.. frastrated sia.. blood boiling... arrrrhhhhh..... i went to the room and chat.. calvin heard le also beh tahan.. went to confront him to talk some sense to him. BUT in the end, jia fuu wanted one one with calvin. kinda stupid to sae such thing.. if they were to fight, calvin's winning was rather high.. that stupid calvin went back to the room and asked me whether i want to one one with him a not.. kaoz... i am very friendly de wor.. no violent wor... haha... stomach hungry sia after toking shit to "someone".. said le blood boil ar.. so we went to the 24hrs coffee shop to eat. after that, we bought 2 bottles of long island.. 10% vol alcohol. i drank 2 and it was the 1st time i felt that my head was spinning.. so cool..

day3 :
went home time.. i stay rather far.. so i acc calvin half way dan plan to take cab..but none of the cab wanted to take me.. so mad sia.. ji dan.. i whole day nv slp pus i drank.. totally exhausted like hell lor.. bo bian, in the end i cycle home.. the old tampines road was rather small. onli 2 lanes and somemore hav heavy vehicles lor.. quite dangerous.. i cycle half way and it rain. omg...in the end, i gt myself drenched totally.. the rain was rather heavy and i was having hard time cycling. but i still made it.. fark to those cab drivers who dun wan to take me.. ji dan.. the chalet wasn't that fun after all.. if onli many ppl turned up..

2005-08-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

I went to sim lim sq with ai fang and minghui to buy computer RAM. After that, we went to shop at bugis village.so crowded with ppl. Somemore, it's rainy day. In the end, we went to Orchard instead. After walking for so long, we finally sit down and rest. This were some pic that we took while resting.

ai fang, minghui and mi

mi and minghui went to eat japanese food after sending ai fang to cineleisure to meet her friends for movie. After eating, we strolled to the bus stop to take bus 36 home. On the way, we took some pic. so good to have camera fone..

2005-08-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

Finally cleared all the assignments. can relax a bit le. so happy...As usual, calvin, Tommy and i went to play maximum tune again. we are maximum tune siao. kinda addicted to the game le.

2005-08-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

I went to Tampines MRT station there to meet calvin, ai fang and minghui to go marina south to watch firework. I reached at 5 sharp but that stupid calvin late again. haha... we took train there and waited for ai fang's bf to arrive at the marina bay MRT station. He led us to the marina south carnival.. we walked from the MRT station to the carnival venue. Actually, it was not so far away from the station. While walking to the carnival, I saw this car..dunno what car model was it.

This were some pic of the firework taken by the photographer.

After the firework ended, we planned to go else where to settle our dinner. On our way to the MRT station, we stopped at the carnival to play games like pirate ship, bumper car and i got a bruise on my knee while playing the bumper car.
After the games, we all went home. Luckily, McDonald open 24hrs, or else I will have to starve le.

2005-08-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

In the morning, I was actually meeting calvin and tommy at century square to play maximum tune at 11am but i overslept. haha... :) In the end, i reached there at around 12.15pm. Late for 1 hr 15 min... bad time management.. After that, i met Ai fang and minghui to go Orchard de Bakerzin to "lakopi" n chit chat. Both guy tag along with me to meet my primary sch friends. To my surprise, calvin actually knew my primary sch friend, Minghui. They were in the same class in sec sch. haha so qiao sia.. When we reached Orchard, Calvin's stomach hungry so we accompanied him to the KFC at FarEast shopping centre. After settling his meal, we went to play pool at lucky plaza. hand itchy ma.. so long nv play le wor ever since the assignments started. In the end, we didn't go to the bakerzin.
This were some of the pictures that we took at lucky plaza

playing pool

Ai fang and mi

Ai fang and Minghui

After that, we went to Suntec. On our way to the bus stop, we saw a young busker performing on the street at Orchard. He was only 6 yr old. so impressive sia.
When we reached Suntec, stomach began to hungry. We went to The Cafe Cartel to have our meal. This were some of the items that we ordered.

Ice Latte

Choc mint frappe

Fish and chip

When we were walking towards the arcade at Suntec, we saw the Mitsubishi car fair. So many models on display like evo,lancer,colt etc..

evolution 8

evolution 8 back view

Mitsubishi fair

Mitsubishi Colt

Lancer engine

2005-08-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

Finally left with 2 more assignments to hand in le.. UIR assignment on 16/8 and DSAG assignment on 19/8. so sian sia... this whole wk is such a tiring week for me..not enoug slp + pimples on my face... cham :(... after all the assignments, then it's semester exams le.. so fast sia.. haish... no air to breathe.. jialat.. Today during OPSY interview, the lecturer asked me qns, i was like stunned and dunno how to ans him. i was rushing my OOAD assignment yesterday till 2 am and had no time to read through the report.. obviously nv prepared anything... so damn tired. i comfirm flung for that interview.

2005-08-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

today have to wake up early to go downtown east for AND1 3 on 3 basketball competition. 8am have to go downtown east to report.. they so good sia.. every participant has 1 goodie bag.. containing 1 And1 jersy top, 1 basketball, 1 hip hop whist band( i gt orange colour) and a 20 dollar voucher(forget wat is it le). My group kana Group 1... haish.. quite hard to play but it was fun. My 1st match started at 9am and the 2nd match was at 2.30pm... siao right...the waiting time was so long sia.. so we went to the downtown east foodcourt to settle our lunch. Nothing to do, so we went to play xbox(winning eleven eight)--> soccer game. we reached there at 8am and left at 7.30pm.. crazy right.. it's like i spent the whole sunday at downtown east. my group din manage to win any of the matches.. so cham ar...haish.. :(

2005-08-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

haish.. i sprained my ankle again while playing basketball. tml still have a competition going on.. jia lat..leg pain sia.. the 1st thing i did was to apply the AIR SALONPAS(external pain relieving spray) on my ankle when i reached home. so sway...everytime like that de.. hopefully by tml, it will be less swollen... i want to play... :(

2005-08-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

today is CCN day for temasek poly... a lot of ppl selling things.. all kind of things.. last yr my class sold bbq stuff but this yr we din participate coz it's for the yr 1 student.. a lot of people sia.. especially the business sch side.. haha.. business there must be very good.. actually me2.30pm lesson ended le, BUT i have to stay in the lab until 7.30pm to clear my DBSY assignment which is due on Monday(8/8/05).. Finally cleared my DBSY assignment le.. so happy sia.. However, there are other assignments too. OOAD due on wk 12, UIR due on wk13 and DSAG assignment due on wk 13 also. i have 3 assignments to hand in sia.. jia lat... for the whole of wk 11, i was like chionging assignment till panda eyess appeared on my face le.. haish.. this is a busy semester for me..

2005-07-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

so long nv come to write my blog le. i think gt 1 month le bah. hehe :). too lazy ma.. somemore i have so many projects to hand in. Finally have the mood to update my blog. :P For the past 1 wk plus, i have been coughing like shit.. cough and cough non-stop. so jialat sia.
the dsag assignment was giving me headache.. realli having a hard time doing it. Next wk, i hav to hand in cover letter,resume and a UIR assignment researched websites. Wk 12, i gt 2 assignment due.. me like left 1 wk to clear both assignments. so hiong sia..big headache.. arhhh. :( i wish i hav more time to do the assignments.
today i went to school to do my dbsy assignment, but the lab nv open. ji dan sia.. so angry... i couldn't do my assignment.. Then, i cor calvin to come century sq to play maximum tune( car racing game).
after that, i went to meet jun yuan to go chinatown there to shop.. we walked from ann xiang rd to suntec city. we din realise that we hav walked so far until we went home and see the map. so li hai right. haha...
after all the shopping at suntec, we went to beach rd to eat rice ball peanut soup. so delicious sia.. so long nv go there to eat le.. the stall name is "Ah balling peanut soup" if i nv remember wrongly. haha.. it is simply unresistable.. i met 2 friends at the army market. one is my TP classmate and the other one is my sec classmate. so qiao sia..
after that, i went to jun yuan's house for dinner.. his mum's cooking is realli good sia.. haha
3 on 3 and1 competition is coming soon.. next sunday sia. pretty worried lor.. coz din hav the time to practice. so i went to shoot some ball with jun yuan before going home. i challenged him 3 points. loser has to do push ups.. haha .. in the end, i pumped 170 while he did 150.. so shiok sia.. so long nv pump so many times ever since guanhe trainning ended.. i missed those days when we were asked to do push ups, run the bball court to train our fitness for the youth cup competition. haish.. Those were the days.. :(

2005-07-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

my time management is damn bad sia.. today my lesson start at 12.. but i left home at ard 11.15am. it was not possible to reach there on time.. bo bian..so i took cab to sch.. serve me right again. haha .. the cab fare cost me $7.30.. so ex... haish... add another 20 cents can watch movie le.. anyway, the taxi driver was very friendly.. he tok to me all the way until i reached sch.

2005-06-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

today damn bz sia.. i have to go 2 places within 3 hrs. Every thur me gt 3 hrs break so my dad asked me to help him buy carpark coupon.. i have to travel fr sch to hg there to buy.. Before going to buy the carpark coupon, me went to kovan there to apply for driving test.. the staff there tok with me 4 quite long.. i was like running out of time coz me 2 pm gt lesson. after applying, it was already 1.15pm le. I spent ard $160 for that test.. haish.. me poor le...
after i settle everything, it was already 1.30pm. i left with half an hour to travel fr hg to sch.. that was quite impossible... haha... i was late half an hour for that lecture. :(
hopefully i will pass the driving test smoothly.. 25 july is my Basic theory test(BTT).. must pass that one dan can take final theory test(FTT).
after that lecture, i have another 3 hrs to slack before my next lesson start at 6pm. actually that one i no need to go de. i pontang on tue.. serve me right..

2005-06-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

haish.. 2dae i pontang the UIR lecture again. I think this is the 2nd time le. I always attend all my classes de. It's very unlikely of me to do such thing. The 1st time is coz i wan to see my dear but it's the past le. This time is coz i miz her n hope to try my luck to see her at the bus stop. I noe i shouldn't be doing such thing. When i'm alone, i will always think of her. Memories will just flash back in my mind. I tried all ways to forget her but i jus can't. I dunno wat hav i done to derserve this. Or perhaps we are not meant to be together. At least this made me feel better. This will be the last time i gonna do such stupid act. All i hope is that one day she will come back to me again.

Term test is ard the corner le. I'm quite worried for it. Me dun realli understand wat the opsy lecturer teaches. Very blur. I think i have to kao zi ji le. :( have to concentrate n do well in the term test. I dun wan to repeat that subject again. I dun wan 2 "REGRET". I hate this word.

2005-06-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

Me accompanied Jun Yuan to queenway shopping centre to buy his jeans. Sunday is like becoming our outing day.. haha.. me meet him at the hg inter to take bus there.

In the evening, it was Guanhe gathering. We went to the coffee shop beside Seng Kang Sec to hav our dinner. It was organised to celebrate for jodi as he is going to NS this july. It was quite a long time we have never meet up as a whole group. So happy 2day.. after that meal, we went to Seng Kang blk 117 there play bball. It was once our home court. We trained, played and sweat there together. It was a memorable place for all of us.

2005-06-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

today, i was pretty tired coz yest din slp well. damn it.. today i got DBSY lab test and a CMSK2 15 min presentation but i din prepare it at all. haish.. the test lab was rather easy, but i just can't finish it. i was stuck on qns1 for quite a long time. the last qns was like half the marks of the whole test. it meant 50% of the marks were gone.. damn it... :x
luckily, the presentation was quite good.. the tutor gave us 7.5 out of 10 and that was a b+... phew...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
after that, i went to the saloon to have my hair cut.. me jus can't stand my hair and the colour... i ask my mum to help me dye black for me.. finally have my black hair back after 2 sem of colour hair. very sick and tired of the previous colour...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
To kaiyi:
i hope u will happen to see my blog and this is wat i want to tell u.....
even though we hav break up le, i will never forget u.. those memories will always be kept in my heart... u are the first girl that i love but we ended like this.. i miss yr lame jokes, yr smile.. lastly, i wanted to tell u..

"My heart will always be reserved for you".
"I will always be there for you".
love ya..

2005-06-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

today is the day i'm back to single again. feeling bad right now.. wat can i do? i din wan it to happen this way. i respect her decision and agreed to break off. When i saw the msg she sent me through friendster, i knew something bad was cuming.. i was so zhun.. :( i can't do anything but to accept it. no mood to study for tml lab test.. haish...

2005-06-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

(11/6/05) sat
In the morning, i went to sch to meet calvin at 10.30 to do OOAD assignment but in the end i reached sch at ard 10.45. i thought i will be late again, but calvin came later than me. heehee. :P After searching for the book on OOAD, we went to the com lab. BUT, the com lab was closed on Sat. We planned to finish the domain model on that day but nothing was done so we headed toward tampines inter for our lunch as my dear was having her lunch at home. we went to pavillion to play 1/2 hr pool game before going bugis to meet my dear becoz i noe she sure late de.. haha.. i can predict sia.. so zhun..
meeting dear dear at bugis be4 heading to Sim lim Square to hunt for things. We went to many shops to search for that white earphone. :( she told me that her earphone spoiled so i planned to go Sim lim on Sat. after buying the earphone, i went to check the price of the digital cam. me wanted to buy it on that day but cannot make up my mind which one to buy coz all so ex. :x
at evening time, me and dear went to watch movie "Madagascar" at Bugis Shaw cinema. It was quite a funny movie..laugh and laugh all the way.. That day was the first time me and dear went to watch movie together. i must remember the date.. haha.. :D
after that we took bus 80 home as it was quite late le. I have to send her home before 9 .30pm. that her mum's order. diaoz... after sending her home, i took bus back home.

2005-06-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

From yesterday, I was not feeling damn well. Don't why my stomach start to pain. Probably is because I skipped my meal and gastric pain ba. That is also the reason why I don't enjoy the movie "Monster-In-Law" yesterday(2june). After all, It was quite a nice show. Everytimes i was on gastric pain, i will be very quiet and switched myself off from any conversation.

Today, I don't know what's wrong with me at student lounge. I played with an Indian guy (quite qian bian face). I was very serious to win the game but I lost. I went to have a hand shake with him but I think he was bzing how lianing his winning and didn 't see my hand. I was quite pissed off at that time. I actually pointed a middle finger while walking off. Calvin saw it and was pretty stunned by my action. Luckily that Indian guy didn't see it, or else i won't be here typing my blog le, sure kana beaten up. HAHAHA..... :)

I have to control my bad temper or else it will cause me a lot of unwanted troubles. Next time if i am angry,I may have to breathe in and breathe out hard (5 times). I did try that before but i forgot to use it yesterday. I admited that my skill is still not up to there yet, but i just don't want to lose to "HIM".

Today is my Mum's Birthday. I didn't buy her any present. Feeling so bad... haha.. so I treated her dinner at the coffee shop there. I ususally went to that heng ki restaurant to dine. I celebrated my 19th bdae there with my buddies. The ppl there very good at doing business and the food is quite nice too. They gave 10% discount because I'm their regular customer. "SO GOOD SIA". hahaha.. I purposely told them that today is my mum's bdae and hope they will give discount. haha :p We have mango chicken, steamed fish and xiao bai chai, i wanted to order more but my mum said she's not hungry so i ordered 3 dishes onli. It cost me around $40 but after discounted was $36 onli. quite cheap... I will continue to support them in future. :D

2005-05-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

28th May is the day that i will always remember. My dear finally agreed to be my stead.. so happy.. Afternoon, she accompanied me to bugis to shop for clothes. We went past the neoprint shop so we took our 1st neoprint there. so memorable sia. :)

2005-05-21T03:23:00.000+08:00

finally have a blog le.